Millie, my heart died Aug.9, 2012

by Gwyneth
(Indiana)

sleeping beauty

sleeping beauty

sick after radiation

sick after radiation

sleeping beauty
sick after radiation

Millie was the heart of all who knew her. She was truly an angel who walked the earth and comforted us when life got the better of us. Our cries were never unanswered by her. She was put on earth to love us and she did her job well.

Millie loved all those around her unconditionally. She loved without asking for anything in return. She showed her appreciation when she got a new toy or a treat. It was easy to love such a sweet cat.

When she was around my heart was full and fat. Now my heart is torn, skinny, and broken. It will never be full again.

Comments for Millie, my heart died Aug.9, 2012
baby
by: gwyneth

I miss you baby when the world was against me you were right there in my corner. I need you badly.
Thoughts of Millie an weezer
by: Jennifer

Iam sorry that you lost both of your babies so close together I can tell that you loved them both dearly an did everything that you could for them both of them an I am sure they could tell how much you loved them trust me I knew the pain is all to real you want nothing more then the days gone by when you could pet them an tell them how much you love them and hear that wonderful purr once again .when Peanut was really happy it would sound like a dove cooing when he purred .or all the things that they us to do that made you laugh once now the memories make you cry .an I knew words can not make the pain go away but know that you too are not alone in your pain and sadness they truly are our babies lent to us for only a short time but I have to believe we will see them again someday until then Millie ,Weezer ,an my peanut are playing together at te rainbow bridge waiting for us I know if peanut could see me now he would take hs paw an slap me for all the crying I ave done I know he would not want me to be unhappy as I am sure your babies would not want you to be sad either
I am sorry
by: Jennifer

I am truly sorry for your lose of Millie an now weezer so close together I tell you loved them both deeply an believe me they knew it an return the love to you as much as you loved them I am sure you did every thing you could for both of your babies an they were lucky to have you I know your heart is broken as is mine I thank for the kind words you wrote for peanut .i know there really are no words to make you feel better at a time like this but know you are not alone in your pain an I believe we will see our babies again an that they are watching over us from above until it is our time to join then I hope Millie weezer an peanut are together playing at the rainbow bridge waiting on us to join them
I love you for that!
by: gwyneth

What I have never told anyone on this website is that I have another cat named weezer. I didn't want to take anything away from my millie. The sad fact is weezer my sons cat took most of my attention away from her because he's been sick for so long throwingup almost every day. So when millie got sick I acted right away with all the expensive tests and found out she had lymphoma. Went with radiation and steroids. It didnot work. The cancer spread all over. Maybe the 5 treatments were too much. I CAN tell you I have wracked my brain what ifs. I gave myself post tramatic stress .Having flashbacks and nightmares since her death. With all my stress my other cat is very sick now. I don't think he has long because he's not wanting to eat. Maybe he misses his sister. He did win a trophy in a pet parade 2 weeks ago. Very proud of him.I feel guilty for helping him and not millie. Now it looks like I will lose them both! He is on tylan powder for ibs. Eating canned food with no grains fruit or veg. I' m also cooking chickhen and turkey and cutting it very tiny with taurine, and bone meal. All this he won't eat now. Chicken lunchmeat is all. I 'm ready to give up. Knowing that I've lost 2 cats in one summer. I guess I am not able to be a cat parent anymore. I am to broken. Sorry.

Gwyneth, you have done absolutely everything you can for both Millie and Weezer. You've been so diligent, and so caring. Please don't blame yourself. Love, Dr. Neely
lost my dog got a cat
by: Donna

Hello, last year I had to put my beautiful dog Sparky down to sleep. She was a 15 yr old beagle. My heart was broken that day and still is, but I went to the humane society and adopted Estelle,a 2yr old calico cat. She has eased my sad heart and for that I love her and always will.

She is not a cuddly cat but she's mine and I love her no matter what. I tell my Sparky that she will always be my doggie but Estelle is healing my broken heart.
for millie
by: gwyneth

You have truly helped me with all your kind and wonderful words of compassion, thanks to you lovely kind cat lovers. I will try to heal. I can't lie it's been hard. I will keep your warm wishes to heal my skinney heart so it can become full again. Thanks, gwyneth
for millie
by: gwyneth

You have truly helped me with all your kind and wonderful words of compassion, thanks to you lovely kind cat lovers. I will try to heal. I can't lie it's been hard. I will keep your warm wishes to heal my skinney heart so it can become full again. Thanks, gwyneth
millie
by: Anonymous

Thank you all, so much.
So so sorry to hear of your loss
by: Farryn & George Cat's Mama

It is always so gutwrenchingly, heartbreakingly difficult to lose a pet. The first cat I grew up with who was thoroughly mine (and I was CLEARLY her person) died last summer (after fifteen years of tear licking, snuggles, sleeping, playing, and many adventures!), and there times I find myself still missing her sweet personality, attentiveness, and ability to so clearly understand whatever I might have trying to communicate.

She was most definitely the ideal therapist's cat who always managed to help my clients manage, just when they needed the comfort of a warm, furry, purring body the most. It's been a joy to recently adopt a 5 month old pair of littermates and a pleasure in the rightness of having a cat in my life again, even though neither of them is my sweet Emma. However, each of the kittens have portions of their personalities that remind me of hers, and it makes getting to know them all the more special.

I am so very grieved to hear about your loss. My kitties are sending lots of heart-healing purrs your way. Keep the tissues handy, continue through your day to responsibilities, and even, while celebrating the life of the little kitty girl you loved, look forward to the time another kitty might enter your life, beginning wonderful changes for you as well as him or her. It sounds as though you are the sort of caring, responsible Mama by whom all lost kitties want to be rescued and loved.

Farryn, George, and my thoughts are all with you in this time of grief. And I can assure you that if snuggles could be be transmitted through current technology the kittens would most certainly volunteer to comfort in that way as well. Praying for you.
Your Millie Can Live On...
by: Anonymous

A lot of the time I wonder why do I continue to take on a new needy kitty? I love each and every cat that I take into my home. I like having so many different personalities. And when I lose one, I look for one that needs a good home.

So, I am the crazy cat lady... but I do love each and everyone of them, and take good care of all of them. When one leaves us, remember it is the time that we can find another that can benefit from having a good home and owner.
Hearts are broken but love endures forever
by: Susan

I am sad to hear of the passing of your Little Millie. She sounded like a loving little girl. At the time of our loss, we must always remember that they loved us unconditionally, and although our heart is broken, and they have left a big void, their love does endure forever. I just lost my kitty, and though he is not with me all his memories and sweet enduring ways remain with me. When I think of him, I know that the love he gave me and I gave him still remains in my heart. Keep those close at hand, and the emptiness will be filled with those memories.

Love and compassion to you.
So Sorry For Your Loss
by: Cheshire Kitten

*rubs ankles* Sending purrs of comfort.

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